LadyKnyghtbane

I haven't been on here in a LONG time. I haven't been writing either. Oh, don't get me wrong, I WANT to write. I have SO many ideas that are floating around in my brain... (Hehe, I'm not going to delve into that here, I've done too much of that on here already). I want to become more active on here, but with school, work and child full time, I'm kinda dying. lol BTW, I'm up on XBL again, so if you would like my gamertag, please do not hesitate to contact me. :3 That being said, I love you all! Please take care! And happy holidays!

I'm so tired. Still no job yet. I'm ready to just throw my hands up. I'm still waiting to hear back on certification too. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! But the good news is that I'm writing. And I feel like I'm on fire with it, except for one thing: I can't start the next part of the story because I cannot, for the life of me, write a freakin' fight scene! Romance? No problem. Bloody murder, not an issue. Two people having a sparring match or a life or death fight for your life! situation? Noooooooope, can't do it. Why the heck can't I be normal!!! u.u

So I graduate Tuesday. it's a weird feeling. Also weird to think that all my other classmates have been hired and not I. Hopefully I've got a job at the end of the week. If not, I'm screwed. It's so frustrating. Why can't I do good at one thing!?! Anyway, I wrote a little bit, but I don't think I'll post it. It's a lot of broken hearts and whining and no one wants that, right??? The problem is; I tried reconnecting of an ex of mine that I should have left better alone. I knew it wasn't going to work, and yet I still tried. I dunno, I guess life is funny that way. Oh, I rented Tomb Raider and BioShock Infinite through the mighty redbox. B